I'd.never.want.to.see.you.unhappy.

Gosh, I have never felt this way before. Ever. It makes me wonder what I had with others in the past.
She's absolutely amazing! And she's gorgeous! Great personality. She's just perfect in my eyes! I haven't been this happy in a long time. She's constantly on my mind. She's always with me, all the time.
I can't wait til the day we can be together. I'm going to make this happen. I promise! I've lost hope before, I've let down dreams... but this is different. This is something I won't give up on. I won't let this one go. There is hope here. This is a dream that will come true. I guarantee it. And for those of you that think otherwise.... watch me prove you wrong!
Nothing can come between this. Nothing can stop this now...

She's my everything. I'd be lost without her.
She's all I've ever wanted. <3

Here, take all my money!
Take all I've ever earned!
Here, take my loved one too
It all means nothing to you!
Take everything
Everything that meant something to me!
What's it to you?
You don't care anyways
Don't care how I feel
Don't care what I go through
Don't care if I need it all
You want it?
You can have it
Why should I keep it
I'm conceited
Remember?
Look in the mirror
I'm not the conceited one after all
What you want is what you get
I'm a fool for giving in
What decisions do you have to make?
It's all laid out for you
Lean on me
You lean too far
Depend on me
You take advantage of it
Use me
Guilting is your signature move
Abuse me
Fuck you do it all anyways
It's all the same!
What am I to you....
Because you certainly have me fooled
Blind
What am I anymore?