The only thing that would make me the happiest,
happens to be something I cannot have.
And for some reason,
that really doesn't surprise me.
Don't get me wrong,
he makes me happy; very happy.
But this would make me happier.
It's not the fact of what it is,
it's the fact it's shared with him;
Something we created together;
Something we can call ours...
Forever.
Tell me something though,
Why do you listen to it?
Why don't you give feedback?
Why do you put up with it?
What is this doing to you?!
You'll never know how it feels to be me,
and how often I beat myself up,
for everything I put you through,
because of this...
I don't like what I put you through.
You don't deserve this.
So yell at me!
Scream at me!
Tell me what it's doing to you.
Maybe it'll shake some sense into me.
But for some reason,
I highly doubt it.
.....trapped.
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I like this post.
Well for reasons obviously, it's how you feel and you're pouring out your feelings. I just wanted to let you know that, yes. It does bother me sometimes, but you know what? I can't hold you back. You want what you want, you can't help it. You can't always get what you want, but you don't always really need what you want either. I'm here for you, I'm not going to yell at you for wanting something that I want at this moment. There's a time in my life when I'll be ready and when that time comes... it'll be the best feeling in both our lives.
I'm your boyfriend/lover/wahtever you want me to be,. I'm supportive. If I were to be upset at you for you wanting something that I can not supply then I'd be a bad person. I love you Ms. Courtney Chantal Chretien...errg Campbell. *kisses*
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