Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Out It Pours...

- I'm tired of hiding my sexuality
- I can't handle not being accepted
- I hate hearing the things they say about me
- I'm tired of all the yelling that goes on
- I hate always causing so much hassle in my house
- I regret dropping out of school
- I'm tired of people always after me about school
- I miss my friends
- I feel like a failure
- I almost regret not going to Klare's party
- I wish I had more to do with my life
- I'm tired of doing so much for everyone and getting it thrown right back in my face
- I wish I was more appreciated
- I'm tired of being thrown around and called things
- I wish I was more understood
- I'm tired of them thinking it's all for show; just want attention. Cuz that's not the case!
- I wish people were there for me
- I hate how I can't push things aside dealing with him
- I wish I didn't let things bother me when it comes to him and others
- I need to know if Emily existed or not
- I wish people would listen
- I'm confused about Eric
- I wish my family wasn't torn apart
- I hate being so distant from him
- I want my headaches/dizziness to go away
- I wish people respected me more
- I feel so hurt and torn apart inside but don't know why
- I wish things weren't returning to how they were before


I know there's more but that's all I can get right now. I'll add more here and there.

2 comments:

Love is not like this. said...

Awwwwwww. Girly "hugz" :( . Things willllllll b a-o-k :) <3

Anonymous said...

true friends will alwyas be there the best they can, no matter where they are (points to the other post), shame on them if their close and not doing more... and *huge comforting hugz* too... and i know it's not easy saying all that's in your heart... do i ever :(