Today had so many ups and downs. But, in the end Im happier than ever. After all Ive been through today, I really didnt think it'd end with happiness. I have one person to thank for that; my Pierre!
So, I'm dropping Eric. Well, I have dropped Eric. I can't deal with it anymore. I'm tired of the head games. Im tired of everything! The pain, hurt, confusion, frustration...etc! It literally drained me. I didnt deserve it. I should've walked away from it long ago. But I always have to learn the hard way. Plus, I loved him to death, I couldnt do it. But with certain people by my side my eyes were wide open and I saw it all for myself. So I did what was right.
I've noticed I am sooo happy when it comes to Pierre. My mom even noticed that with me. She really likes Pierre. So thats a bonus. Anyways, to cut things down - cuz Im so tired of talking about Eric. I made a tough decision tonight. Which was easier than I expected. But I know it's the right thing to do. I let Eric go. I decided to take Pierre's hand and now together we stand.
Only hours in, and I couldnt be happier.
I'd add more, but I'm feeling pretty drained. So I'm looking forward to sleep.
I covered the main things, so that shall be all for now.
*smiles*
YAY GREEN!!!!
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Hey Deary,
I feel awful, I feel like im hardly ever there for you now. And im sorry for that. But i'll always there if you ever need me. Even if im not online.
Well sad to see your in pain again over him -_-" but im glad you dropped him. Anyway. Happy to here things turned around for you by the end of the night... much love <3.
Hey love,
Tis I! Pierre! haha sorry, well, I know for a fact that Sammy helped as well. I know you know that too, but you were too cought up with the whole you and I and being happy that you're over Eric thing that you forgot to mention it. Sammy's helped me with shit,especially with Nicole. So, in that case, *I* thank her for you and I because I know that she tries her hardest.
As for the comment below, It's ok babe. I know how you feel, school's been a bitch, and then you have work. It's difficult being a fulltime student and having a part time job. Lots of peope don't see it but yeah, you shouldn't sweat the small stuff. I know that Courty understands. Anyways yeah I have to stop defending people.
Love you both, and the awesome three will prevail!
Love always,
Pierre
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