Thursday, October 26, 2006

Crumbled Lives, Deceased Souls

Where have my days gone
Where has my mind wandered to
Im not the same person
I once thought I knew

These days fly by
Without me
Cloud covered sky
Swarms me

I've lost my mind
Fallen behind
Fading soul
I've lost control

Well that was random ..... Anyways....
These days are passing by without me. I can't keep up. I don't know where this week's gone. It's passed by too quickly. It's already Thursday, late afternoon. Tomorrow's a busy day. It'll be gone in no time. I don't like this. I wish time would slow down, or atleast wait for me. Where has my week gone? -_- I need to find something more to do with my life. I'm wasting my days away. I didn't even wanna get out of bed. I was practically dragged out around quarter to three.
Friday approached too quickly. It's just around the corner. I really don't want to go to the doctors. But I guess Friday night will make up for it. I'll have a good time, I'm sure of it. I can't wait, but I can at the same time. It seems I haven't really had time to 'prepare' myself for tomorrow night. It's almost like it's all happening too quickly. Like being forced into an unwanted situation. Although that's not the case. I'm just worried about the amount and meeting new people. Plus, haven't hung out with Sammy yet. hehe - this outta be interesting. I'm so excited but I just hope tomorrow slows down a bit for me. In the end, Im sure it'll fine!


1 comment:

Love is not like this. said...

hey girly. sorry if i havent perpared u enough for what is to come tomorrow, But its not like its a major thing. besides the fact that were going to be hang out for the first time~!!!! and i agree where the hell the week go? hell it seemed like it was my b-day yesterday. well thats off. but anyway im gonna e-mail u the detials i know of. and "BIG HUGZ!!!"
<333.. everythings gonna be oooooooo-tayyyy!! if not u can yell at me :P

oh by the way ur not a hermitt!! your courtie fricken mortie whos awesome! :P