Surfing The Clouds

Man what a weekend. Well, Thursday on ...

Kerri slept over Thursday night. That was quite nice. Then she slept over again Friday night. Was awesome. Although, I babysat sooo much lately. Yesterday I babysat 4-730. Then right after that, was sent somewhere else to babysit 3 more kids. Til midnight! Gah. Then I had to babysit again today 4-730. Might have to go back again tonight. I'm so drained. I feel like Imma pass out or something. Plus, don't feel like eating, so that probably doesn't help. Overall, this was a pretty good weekend. Had a great time.

I have a nice fricken bump on my head too, hurts like a bitch. Can't even lightly touch it. lol
When I got home last night from babysitting, my mom wouldn't let Kerri and I past her to get to my room unless we had ID. We didn't have anything on us to show her. So she wouldn't let us through. lol Well, I decided to try leaping over her to get past. I did this a good 8 times. Went from trying to climb over her, to running and like flying over her! lol Well the very last time I did it, I was like upside down. My feet were touching the top of the fridge, part of my body touching my mom and my head was on the floor. I went to move and my head slammed right into the bottom stair. My neck cracked too. That hurt. But I couldn't help but laugh. Then after that I just went and got stoned with Kerri anyways, so it was all good. Til I woke up this morning. haha ... I almost feel like I'm becoming a pot-head. I like have to do it everyday now. Probably isn't good. I love the feeling though. I feel great when high. Obviously. =P But like, I depend on it daily. Especially lately when I've been busy. I'd come home and smoke. Just relax. Feels great. Makes life much easier. But I don't wanna start depending on it too much. But to me, there's nothing wrong with it. Why should I not do it? ... I could care less. It makes me feel real good. It's not interfering with my life. There's nobody to stop for. Who cares.
Eversince I started keeping my distance and forgetting about Eric, I've been like running wild. Doing everything and anything I shouldn't or couldn't do. I guess in a way that's bad. But ah well. Like I do everything and anything now. It's insane. But I really don't care. =)

I'm happy ... doesn't that matter?