All The Same

Today was another decent day. Was up at 1030. Shocking, I know. I even tried to force myself to sleep longer, but I couldn't. Laid in bed from 10-1030. Decided to get up. It kinda sucked. Wasn't really anything to do. But my mom, bro and I decided to go to Leamington. So we cleaned up the house and did what needed to be done, and went to CR Music Room. Cody got his guitar fixed up. He bought a guitar strap, capo, strings, bunch of pics, pic holder, string lubricant stuff.... I think thats all. I don't know. He bought a bunch of shit. But anyways, it was worth the $45. lol - I love the new strings, they sound so pretty! hehe - I was playing a lot today. I put together a song. Sounds decent, I guess. My mom was pretty impressed and my bro, well, he argued with me. He's the one that taught me a few things and I threw a bunch of stuff together and made my own thing. He claims its not my song cuz he showed me. But Im the one that put it together, so whatever. I dont care. lol - I'm pretty excited, I get a guitar for Christmas. Then I can play all I want, do whatever to it and it'll be great. I love playing guitar!! Its like an addiction. Eversince I first picked it up, I cant seem to put it down. I play every day now! Another good thing about having my own guitar, is Cody and I can play together. Like, there's a song by Dallas Green that has two parts, we can both play it. So he plays one part, I play the other and we can record it. If our timings right, it'll all work out in the end. It'll be great! Music excites me!!! lol - My mom's kinda shocked with how much we've progressed throughout the past little while. I'm surprised she hasn't gotten annoyed with us yet. She must enjoy our playing. =P Anyways, enough guitar talk! =/ After a bunch of guitar playing, Randy, Cody and I went for a random drive to Burger King, then to McDonalds. Then on the way home, got pulled over. lol - Stupid cops! We were down by the dock and a cop decided to go down there as we went to leave. He ofcourse pulled us over. Just wanted to see what we were up to. The usual. They're good like that. *rolls eyes* It was kinda awkward though. Cuz my bro said "Ya we just got back from Burger King" ... yet the cop looked back at me, holding McDonalds milkshakes. That seemed a big awkward. lol Plus we were laughing majority of the time. It's so hard to stay serious with cops around! Geeez!!! hehe - Also got to talk to Eric practically all day! That was really nice. I enjoyed that. Even talked to him on the phone. =) I fricken missed him dammit! Anyways, that's all the good stuff.

Bad stuff. Well, once again, just like last night - everything was going good, then it all fell apart. It seems it's always around the same time too! Wtf. I don't get it. It's always around 1030ish. I go to a completely different mood. It all goes downhill and I feel upset'ish. I was on the verge of being upset for awhile tonight. I didn't wanna let myself become upset. I hate it! It better not be the pills doing this to me. It sucks. I don't wanna lose the happiness. I like it! It's so much better than before. Well, ofcourse! Nobody wants to be upset and feel horrible all the time! So anyways, I don't know what it is. But it better stop. I've been doing so good. I don't want it to end!!

That shall be all for now, I suppose. My random babble about today.

(Don't ask me why this is purple. I chose a random colour!)